Saint Teresa of Ávila / Las Moradas
Sixth Dwelling.
Chapter 4.
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Teresa describes a closeness to God that renews the soul and gives it courage to surrender to Him. Even when it cannot explain everything received, a deeper knowledge of His greatness remains, with a desire to praise, serve, and release its own interests.
Editorial summary from the website; it is not part of Saint Teresa’s text.Part 1
Adapted: an editorial English translation of the website’s Spanish adaptation. Original: Saint Teresa’s Spanish text (1577), preserved without translation.
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Sixth Dwelling
Chapter 4 — Part 1 | Adapted text
After everything said about sufferings and other trials, what rest can the poor butterfly have? All this makes it desire still more to enjoy its Bridegroom. And His Majesty, who knows our weakness, gradually prepares it through these experiences and many others, so that it may have the courage to unite itself with so great a Lord and take Him as its Bridegroom.
Perhaps you will laugh at my saying this and consider it an exaggeration, because any of you may think so much courage is unnecessary, and that there is no woman, however humble, who would not dare marry a king. I believe that when it concerns an earthly king; but to become betrothed to the King of heaven, I assure you, requires far more courage than you imagine. Our nature is too weak and fearful for something so great, and I am convinced it would be impossible if God Himself did not give us the necessary courage and prepare us with everything He knows is good for us.
In this way you will be able to understand what His Majesty does to bring about this betrothal. I think it happens when He grants raptures, during which He withdraws the soul from the use of its senses. For perhaps, if it remained fully conscious and saw itself so close to such immense Majesty, it could not remain alive.
I mean true raptures, not certain bodily weaknesses we often confuse with raptures and ecstasies. As I think I have said, some people have such weak constitutions that even during the prayer of quiet they seem to faint.
I want to explain here some of the different ways raptures may occur, according to what I have come to understand through dealing with so many spiritual people. I do not know whether I will succeed in explaining it correctly. I have already written about this elsewhere, together with some of the things I will mention here; but for several reasons I have thought it worthwhile to repeat it, if only so that everything relating to these mansions may be gathered in one place.
One way rapture happens is this: even if the soul is not praying, a word of God that it remembers or hears may touch it deeply. Then it seems that His Majesty, from the soul's innermost depths, fans that spark we have already discussed. Moved by compassion at seeing it suffer so long from the desire to be with Him, He causes the whole soul to catch fire and be renewed like the phoenix.
One may also devoutly believe that its sins are forgiven, provided the soul has had the necessary disposition and has made use of the means taught by the Church. Now cleansed, God unites it with Himself in such a way that no one understands what happens between the two. Not even the soul itself can understand it in a way that it could later explain.
Nevertheless, it retains an inward perception of what is happening. It is not like a faint or a bodily crisis during which the person is aware of nothing, either inwardly or outwardly.
What I understand is that, in this state, the soul is more awake than ever to the things of God and receives a light and knowledge of His Majesty unlike anything before.
This may seem impossible. If the soul's faculties are so absorbed that they seem dead, and the same is true of the senses, how can the soul understand this secret? I do not know, and perhaps no creature can know; only the Creator Himself knows this and many other things that happen in these two mansions.
In fact, this mansion and the last could have been discussed together, because there is no closed door between them. However, since things happen in the last that are not yet revealed to those who have not reached it, I thought it better to explain them separately.
When the soul is in this suspension and the Lord wishes to show it certain secrets, such as heavenly things or imaginative visions—that is, visions presented through images—it can describe them afterward. They remain so deeply impressed on its memory that it never forgets them.
With intellectual visions, however, it does not know how to express them. Some must be so exalted that those of us still living on earth cannot understand them sufficiently to explain them. Nevertheless, there are many other intellectual visions that can be described once the person has returned to the normal use of the senses.
Perhaps some of you do not understand what a vision is, especially an intellectual vision. I will explain it in due course, because someone with the authority to do so has instructed me to. And although this subject may seem beside the point, perhaps it can benefit some souls.
Then you will ask me: if afterward the soul cannot clearly remember those lofty graces the Lord grants it, what benefit does it gain from them?
Oh, daughters, the benefit is so great that it cannot be expressed. Although the soul cannot explain what it received or remember every detail, it remains deeply impressed within it and is never lost.
Then you might ask: if these experiences have no image and the soul's faculties cannot comprehend them, how can it remember them afterward? I do not know how to explain that either.
What I do understand is that certain truths about God's greatness are impressed on the soul so firmly that, even if the person did not have the faith that teaches them who God is and obliges them to acknowledge Him as such, from that moment they would worship Him as God.
Something similar must have happened to Jacob when he saw the ladder on which angels ascended and descended. Through that vision he must have understood other secrets he later could not express, because the mere image of a ladder with angels would not have been enough for him to understand such great mysteries without also receiving inward light.
I do not know whether I am explaining this well, because although I have heard it, I am not sure I remember it correctly. Nor could Moses tell everything he saw in the bush, but only what God wished him to communicate. But if God had not revealed certain secrets inwardly and given him certainty that it was He, Moses would not have accepted so many great hardships. Amid the thorns of that bush, he must have understood things so profound that they gave him the courage to do everything he did for the people of Israel.
Therefore, sisters, we must not insist on finding an explanation for God's hidden things. If we believe He is almighty, we must also acknowledge that creatures as limited as ourselves cannot comprehend all His greatness. Let us praise Him greatly because He has wished to allow us to understand at least a part.
I would like to find a comparison that might help explain something of what I am saying, although I think none fits entirely. But we can use this one:
Imagine entering a room belonging to a king or great lord, one of those called treasure chambers, where countless objects of glass, pottery, and many other things are kept, arranged so that almost everything can be seen as soon as one enters.
Once I was taken to such a room in the Duchess of Alba's house. I was traveling, but through obedience I was ordered to stay there, because this lady had insisted very much that I come. On entering, I was astonished. I wondered what such an enormous number of things could be for, but also understood that the Lord could be praised in contemplating so much variety.
Now I am amused to see how that experience has helped me explain this. Although I stayed there a while, there was so much to look at that I immediately forgot everything. I retained no clear memory of any of those objects, as though I had never seen them, nor could I explain their shapes. Yet I do remember, in a general way, that I saw it all.
So it happens here as well. When the soul is so united with God that it seems to have become one with Him, it enters that dwelling of the empyrean heaven which we must have in our soul's deepest part; for if God dwells in it, clearly He must have one of His dwellings there.
While the soul is in ecstasy, the Lord does not always wish to show it these secrets, because it is so immersed in the joy of God that this great blessing is enough for it. But sometimes He allows it to emerge for a moment from that deep recollection and suddenly see what is in that mansion.
When it returns to itself, it retains an impression of the great things it contemplated, although it cannot explain any of them. Its natural ability cannot express more than what God, supernaturally, wished to show it.
It might then seem that I am admitting the soul really saw something and that it was therefore an imaginative vision. But that is not what I mean, because here I am speaking not of an imaginative vision but of an intellectual one.
Since I have no formal learning, I do not know how to express these things well. What I do understand clearly is that, if what I have said so far is well explained, I have not been the one who knew how to say it on my own.
Original text (1577)
Sexta Morada
Capítulo 4 - PARTE 1 | Texto original (1577)
Con estas cosas dichas de trabajos y las demás, ¿qué sosiego puede traer la pobre mariposica? Todo es para más desear gozar al Esposo; y Su Majestad, como quien conoce nuestra flaqueza, vala habilitando con estas cosas y otras muchas para que tenga ánimo de juntarse con tan gran Señor y tomarle por Esposo.
Reíros heis de que digo esto y pareceos ha desatino, porque cualquiera de vosotras os parecerá que no es menester y que no habrá ninguna mujer tan baja que no le tenga para desposarse con el rey. Así lo creo yo con el de la tierra, mas con el del cielo yo os digo que es menester más de lo que pensáis; porque nuestro natural es muy tímido y bajo para tan gran cosa, y tengo por cierto que, si no le diese Dios con cuanto veis que nos está bien, sería imposible. Y así veréis lo que hace Su Majestad para concluir este desposorio, que entiendo yo debe ser cuando da arrobamientos, que la saca de sus sentidos; porque si estando en ellos se viese tan cerca de esta gran Majestad, no era posible por ventura quedar con vida. Entiéndese arrobamientos que lo sean, y no flaquezas de mujeres como por acá tenemos, que todo nos parece arrobamiento y éxtasis, y -como creo dejo dicho- hay complexiones tan flacas, que con una oración de quietud se mueren.
Quiero poner aquí algunas maneras que yo he entendido (como he tratado con tantas personas espirituales) que hay de arrobamientos, aunque no sé si acertaré, como en otra parte que lo escribí, esto y algunas cosas de las que van aquí, que por algunas razones ha parecido no va nada tornarlo a decir, aunque no sea sino porque vayan las moradas por junto aquí.
Una manera hay que estando el alma, aunque no sea en oración, tocada con alguna palabra que se acordó u oye de Dios, parece que Su Majestad desde lo interior del alma hace crecer la centella que dijimos ya, movido de piedad de haberla visto padecer tanto tiempo por su deseo, que abrasada toda ella como un ave fénix queda renovada y, piadosamente se puede creer, perdonadas sus culpas; hase de entender, con la disposición y medios que esta alma habrá tenido, como la Iglesia lo enseña), y así limpia, la junta consigo, sin entender aquí nadie sino ellos dos, ni aun la misma alma entiende de manera que lo pueda después decir, aunque no está sin sentido interior; porque no es como a quien toma un desmayo o paroxismo, que ninguna cosa interior ni exterior entiende.
Lo que yo entiendo en este caso es que el alma nunca estuvo tan despierta para las cosas de Dios ni con tan gran luz y conocimiento de Su Majestad. Parecerá imposible, porque si las potencias están tan absortas, que podemos decir que están muertas, y los sentidos lo mismo, ¿cómo se puede entender que entiende ese secreto? Yo no lo sé, ni quizá ninguna criatura, sino el mismo Criador, y otras cosas muchas que pasan en este estado, digo en estas dos moradas; que esta y la postrera se pudieran juntar bien, porque de la una a la otra no hay puerta cerrada. Porque hay cosas en la postrera que no se han manifestado a los que aún no han llegado a ella, me pareció dividirlas.
Cuando estando el alma en esta suspensión, el Señor tiene por bien de mostrarle algunos secretos, como de cosas del cielo y visiones imaginarias, esto sábelo después decir, y de tal manera queda imprimido en la memoria, que nunca jamás se olvida; mas cuando son visiones intelectuales, tampoco las sabe decir; porque debe haber algunas en estos tiempos tan subidas que no las convienen entender los que viven en la tierra para poderlas decir; aunque estando en sus sentidos, por acá se pueden decir muchas de estas visiones intelectuales.
Podrá ser que no entendáis algunas qué cosa es visión, en especial las intelectuales. Yo lo diré a su tiempo, porque me lo ha mandado quien puede; y aunque parezca cosa impertinente, quizá para algunas almas será de provecho.
Pues direisme: si después no ha de haber acuerdo de esas mercedes tan subidas que ahí hace el Señor al alma, ¿qué provecho le traen? ¡Oh hijas!, que es tan grande, que no se puede encarecer; porque, aunque no las saben decir, en lo muy interior del alma quedan bien escritas y jamás se olvidan.
Pues si no tienen imagen ni las entienden las potencias, ¿cómo se pueden acordar? Tampoco entiendo eso; mas entiendo que quedan unas verdades en esta alma tan fijas de la grandeza de Dios, que cuando no tuviera fe que le dice quién es y que está obligada a creerle por Dios, le adorara desde aquel punto por tal, como hizo Jacob cuando vio la escala, que con ella debía de entender otros secretos, que no los supo decir; que por solo ver una escala que bajaban y subían ángeles, si no hubiera más luz interior, no entendiera tan grandes misterios.
No sé si atino en lo que digo, porque aunque lo he oído, no sé si se me acuerda bien. Ni tampoco Moisés supo decir todo lo que vio en la zarza, sino lo que quiso Dios que dijese; mas si no mostrara Dios a su alma secretos con certidumbre para que viese y creyese que era Dios, no se pusiera en tantos y tan grandes trabajos; mas debía entender tan grandes cosas dentro de los espinos de aquella zarza, que le dieron ánimo para hacer lo que hizo por el pueblo de Israel. Así que, hermanas, las cosas ocultas de Dios no hemos de buscar razones para entenderlas, sino que, como creemos que es poderoso, está claro que hemos de creer que un gusano de tan limitado poder como nosotros que no ha de entender sus grandezas. Alabémosle mucho, porque es servido que entendamos algunas.
Deseando estoy acertar a poner una comparación para si pudiese dar a entender algo de esto que estoy diciendo, y creo no la hay que cuadre, mas digamos esta: entráis en un aposento de un rey o gran señor, o creo camarín los llaman, adonde tienen infinitos géneros de vidrios y barros y muchas cosas, puestas por tal orden, que casi todas se ven en entrando. Una vez me llevaron a una pieza de estas en casa de la duquesa de Alba (adonde viniendo de camino me mandó la obediencia estar, por haberlos importunado esta señora), que me quedé espantada en entrando, y consideraba de qué podía aprovechar aquella baraúnda de cosas y veía que se podía alabar al Señor de ver tantas diferencias de cosas, y ahora me cae en gracia cómo me ha aprovechado para aquí; y aunque estuve allí un rato, era tanto lo que había que ver, que luego se me olvidó todo, de manera que de ninguna de aquellas piezas me quedó más memoria que si nunca las hubiera visto, ni sabría decir de qué hechura eran, mas por junto acuérdase que lo vio.
Así acá, estando el alma tan hecha una cosa con Dios, metida en este aposento de cielo empíreo que debemos tener en lo interior de nuestras almas (porque claro está, que pues Dios está en ellas, que tiene alguna de estas moradas), y aunque cuando está así el alma en éxtasis, no debe siempre el Señor querer que vea estos secretos (porque está tan embebida en gozarle, que le basta tan gran bien), algunas veces gusta que se desembeba y de presto vea lo que está en aquel aposento, y así queda, después que torna en sí, con aquel representársele las grandezas que vio; mas no puede decir ninguna, ni llega su natural a más de lo que sobrenatural ha querido Dios que vea.
Luego ya confieso que fue ver, y que es visión imaginaria. No quiero decir tal, que no es esto de que trato sino visión intelectual; que, como no tengo letras, mi torpeza no sabe decir nada; que, lo que he dicho hasta aquí en esta oración, entiendo claro que, si va bien, que no soy yo la que lo he dicho.
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I believe that if, during a rapture, the soul understands nothing of these secrets God communicates to it, then it is not a true rapture but perhaps some natural weakness. This can happen in people of weak constitution, in whom a powerful spiritual experience overcomes the body's strength and leaves them deeply absorbed, as I think I explained when discussing the prayer of quiet.
But that has nothing to do with true raptures. In a true rapture, believe that God takes the whole soul for Himself. And because He already considers it His own and His bride, He shows it at least a small part of the kingdom it has gained by belonging to Him. And however small that part may be, in so great a God anything He reveals is immense.
At that moment, God allows nothing to interfere, neither the soul's faculties nor the senses. It is as though He suddenly ordered all the doors of the other mansions closed and left open only the one in which He is, so that He might remain there alone with the soul.
Blessed be such mercy. And rightly deserving of compassion are those who will not benefit from it and end by losing this Lord.
Oh, my sisters! What we leave behind is nothing, and everything we do or could do is nothing for a God who wishes to communicate in this way with a creature as small as ourselves.
And if we can hope to enjoy such a good even in this life, what are we doing? Why do we hesitate? What could be so important that we should stop seeking this Lord even for a moment, as the Bride sought Him through the streets and squares?
How little everything in the world amounts to if it does not bring us closer and help us reach Him! Even if its pleasures, riches, and joys lasted forever and were greater than anything we could imagine, it would all be worthless beside these treasures that will be enjoyed without end.
And even those treasures are nothing compared with having as our own the Lord of all treasures, of heaven and earth.
Oh, human blindness! How long will we keep this earth before our eyes? Although among us perhaps there is not enough to blind us completely, I do see little marks and pebbles that, if we let them grow, can do us great harm.
For the love of God, sisters, let us use even our faults to recognize our own misery, and let those very faults help us see more clearly, just as mud helped give sight to the blind man our Bridegroom healed.
And seeing how imperfect we are, let us ask the Lord more insistently to draw some good from our miseries, so that we may please His Majesty in everything.
I have strayed far from the subject without realizing it. Forgive me, sisters. But believe me, when I come to speak of these great things of God, I cannot help feeling deep sorrow at the thought of everything we lose through our own fault.
It is true that the Lord grants these graces to whomever He wishes; but if we loved His Majesty as He loves us, He would give them to us all. He desires nothing except to find someone to whom He can give, because His riches do not diminish however much He distributes them.
Returning to what I was saying, the Bridegroom orders the doors of the mansions closed, and even those of the castle and everything surrounding it. When He wishes to carry the soul away in rapture, its breathing may cease. Sometimes the other senses continue functioning a little longer, but the person cannot speak at all. At other times, everything is suddenly suspended and the hands and body grow so cold that they seem lifeless, and sometimes one cannot even tell whether the person is breathing.
This very intense state lasts only a short time without interruption. When that great suspension lessens somewhat, the body seems to recover a little and regain its breath, only to become lifeless again while the soul receives still greater life. Even so, this very profound ecstasy does not usually last long.
Nevertheless, although the rapture has ended, the will may remain so absorbed and the understanding so withdrawn from everything else that they continue in this way for a day, or even several days. It seems the soul can no longer occupy itself with anything that does not move it to love God. For that it remains fully awake, while it is as though asleep to taking an interest in or becoming attached to any creature.
Oh, what bewilderment the soul feels when it returns completely to itself, and what immense desires remain to give itself to God in every way He wishes to make use of it!
If the earlier forms of prayer produce the effects we have described, what will a grace as great as this not produce? The soul would like a thousand lives to give them all to God, and wishes everything on earth had a voice to praise Him for such a grace.
It also feels immense desires to do penance. And it does not think it is doing too much, because the strength of love makes everything it offers seem little. Then it understands clearly how the martyrs could endure their torments, because with the help that comes from our Lord even the greatest sufferings become bearable. That is why these souls even complain to His Majesty when they find no occasion on which to suffer for Him.
When the Lord grants this grace in secret, the soul considers it very great. But when it happens before other people, it feels such shame and embarrassment that this in some way draws it away from the joy it had experienced, through concern about what those who saw it may be thinking.
Knowing the world's malice, it fears that people will not understand what really happened and that, instead of praising the Lord for it, they will take the opportunity to judge it. In a way, it seems to me that this shame and concern show a lack of humility; but the person cannot avoid feeling them. And if the person truly wishes to be despised, what does it matter what others say?
A person undergoing this distress understood it this way when she received these words from our Lord: “Do not be troubled, for either they will praise Me or they will speak ill of you; and in either case, you gain.”
I later learned that these words gave her great courage and comfort. I include them here in case any of you should find yourselves in a similar situation.
It seems our Lord wants everyone to understand that this soul already belongs to Him, and that no one should touch it in its deepest part. They may touch its body, its honor, or its possessions; it does not matter, because His Majesty can draw some glory from everything. But not the soul. As long as it does not itself turn away from its Bridegroom through a gravely culpable decision, He will protect it from the whole world and even from all hell.
I do not know whether I have managed to convey what a rapture is, because, as I have already said, explaining it completely is impossible. But I think it has been worth trying, so that what it truly is may be distinguished from other states that only resemble it, because their effects are very different.
And when I say false raptures, I do not mean that the person is pretending or trying to deceive others, but that the person may themselves be mistaken and believe it is a true rapture. Since the signs and effects do not correspond to so great a grace, this can lead people afterward to distrust even someone who has truly received a genuine rapture from the Lord.
May He be blessed and praised forever. Amen, amen.
Original text (1577)
Sexta Morada
Capítulo 4 - PARTE 2 | Texto original (1577)
Yo tengo para mí que si algunas veces no entiende de estos secretos, en los arrobamientos, el alma a quien los ha dado Dios, que no son arrobamientos, sino alguna flaqueza natural, que puede ser a personas de flaca complexión, como somos las mujeres, con alguna fuerza de espíritu sobrepujar al natural y quedarse así embebidas, como creo dije en la oración de quietud. Aquellos no tienen que ver con arrobamientos; porque el que lo es, creed que roba Dios toda el alma para sí, y que como a cosa suya propia y ya esposa suya, la va mostrando alguna partecita del reino que ha ganado por serlo; que por poca que sea, es todo mucho lo que hay en este gran Dios, y no quiere estorbo de nadie, ni de potencias, ni sentidos; sino de presto manda cerrar las puertas de estas moradas todas, y solo en la que Él está queda abierta para entrambos. Bendita sea tanta misericordia, y con razón serán malditos los que no quisieren aprovecharse de ella y perdieren a este Señor.
¡Oh hermanas mías, que no es nada lo que dejamos, ni es nada cuanto hacemos ni cuanto pudiéremos hacer por un Dios que así se quiere comunicar a un gusano! Y si tenemos esperanza de aun en esta vida gozar de este bien, ¿qué hacemos?, ¿en qué nos detenemos?, ¿qué es bastante para que un momento dejemos de buscar a este Señor como lo hacía la Esposa por barrios y plazas? ¡Oh, que es burlería todo lo del mundo si no nos llega y ayuda a esto, aunque duraran para siempre sus deleites y riquezas y gozos cuantos se pudieren imaginar, que es todo asco y basura comparado a estos tesoros que se han de gozar sin fin! Ni aun estos no son nada en comparación de tener por nuestro al Señor de todos los tesoros y del cielo y de la tierra.
¡Oh ceguedad humana! ¿Hasta cuándo, hasta cuándo se quitará esta tierra de nuestros ojos? Que aunque entre nosotras no parece es tanta que nos ciegue del todo, veo unas motillas, unas chinillas, que si las dejamos crecer bastarán a hacernos gran daño; sino que, por amor de Dios, hermanas, nos aprovechemos de estas faltas, para conocer nuestra miseria y ellas nos den mayor vista, como la dio el lodo del ciego que sanó nuestro Esposo; y así, viéndonos tan imperfectas, crezca más el suplicarle saque bien de nuestras miserias, para en todo contentar a Su Majestad.
Mucho me he divertido sin entenderlo. Perdonadme, hermanas, y creed que, llegada a estas grandezas de Dios, digo a hablar en ellas, no puede dejar de lastimarme mucho ver lo que perdemos por nuestra culpa. Porque, aunque es verdad que son cosas que las del el Señor a quien quiere, si quisiésemos a Su Majestad como él nos quiere, a todas las daría. No está deseando otra cosa, sino tener a quien dar, que no por eso se disminuyen sus riquezas.
Pues, tornando a lo que decía, manda el Esposo cerrar las puertas de las moradas y aun las del castillo y cerca ; que en queriendo arrebatar esta alma, se le quita el huelgo, de manera que aunque duren un poquito más algunas veces los otros sentidos, en ninguna manera puede hablar; aunque otras veces todo se quita de presto y se enfrían las manos y el cuerpo de manera que no parece tiene alma, ni se entiende algunas veces si echa el huelgo. Esto dura poco espacio, digo para estar en un ser; porque quitándose esta gran suspensión un poco, parece que el cuerpo torna algo en sí y alienta para tornarse a morir y dar mayor vida al alma, y con todo no dura mucho este tan gran éxtasis; mas acaece, aunque se quita, quedarse la voluntad tan embebida y el entendimiento tan enajenado, y durar así día, y aún días, que parece no es capaz para entender en cosa que no sea para despertar la voluntad a amar, y ella se está harto despierta para esto y dormida para arrostrar a asirse a ninguna criatura.
¡Oh, cuando el alma torna ya del todo en sí, qué es la confusión que le queda y los deseos tan grandísimos de emplearse en Dios de todas cuantas maneras se quisiere servir de ella! Si de las oraciones pasadas quedan tales efectos como quedan dichos, ¿qué será de una merced tan grande como esta? Querría tener mil vidas para emplearlas todas en Dios, y que todas cuantas cosas hay en la tierra fuesen lenguas para alabarle por ella. Los deseos de hacer penitencia, grandísimos; y no hace mucho en hacerla, porque con la fuerza del amor siente poco cuanto hace y ve claro que no hacían mucho los mártires en los tormentos que padecían, porque con esta ayuda de parte de nuestro Señor, es fácil, y así se quejan estas almas a Su Majestad cuando no se les ofrece en qué padecer.
Cuando esta merced les hace en secreto, tiénenla por muy grande; porque cuando es delante de algunas personas, es tan grande el corrimiento y afrenta que les queda, que en alguna manera desembebe el alma de lo que gozó con la pena y cuidado que le da pensar qué pensarán los que lo han visto. Porque conocen la malicia del mundo, y entienden que no lo echarán por ventura a lo que es, sino que, por lo que habían de alabar al Señor, por ventura les será ocasión para echar juicios. En alguna manera me parece esa pena y corrimiento falta de humildad; mas ello no es más en su mano; porque si esta persona desea ser vituperada, ¿qué se le da? Como entendió una que estaba en esta aflicción de parte de nuestro Señor: "No tengas pena, que o ellos han de alabarme a mí, o murmurar de ti; y en cualquiera cosa de estas ganas tú".
Supe después que esta persona se había mucho animado con estas palabras y consolado; y porque si alguna se viere en esta aflicción, os las pongo aquí. Parece que quiere nuestro Señor que todos entiendan que aquel alma es ya suya, que no ha de tocar nadie en ella; en el cuerpo, en la honra, en la hacienda, enhorabuena, que de todo se sacará honra para Su Majestad; mas en el alma, eso no, que si ella, con muy culpable atrevimiento, no se aparta de su Esposo, Él la amparará de todo el mundo y aun de todo el infierno.
No sé si queda dado algo a entender de qué cosa es arrobamiento, que todo es imposible, como he dicho; y creo no se ha perdido nada en decirlo para que se entienda lo que lo es; porque hay efectos muy diferentes en los fingidos arrobamientos. No digo fingidos porque quien los tiene quiere engañar, sino porque ella lo está; y como las señales y efectos no conforman con tan gran merced, queda infamada de manera que con razón no se cree después a quien el Señor la hiciere. Sea por siempre bendito y alabado, amén, amén.
