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Saint Teresa of Ávila / Las Moradas

Sixth Dwelling.
Chapter 4.

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Teresa describes a closeness to God that renews the soul and gives it courage to surrender to Him. Even when it cannot explain everything received, a deeper knowledge of His greatness remains, with a desire to praise, serve, and release its own interests.

Editorial summary from the website; it is not part of Saint Teresa’s text.

Part 1

Adapted: an editorial English translation of the website’s Spanish adaptation. Original: Saint Teresa’s Spanish text (1577), preserved without translation.

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Sixth Dwelling

Chapter 4 — Part 1 | Adapted text

After everything said about sufferings and other trials, what rest can the poor butterfly have? All this makes it desire still more to enjoy its Bridegroom. And His Majesty, who knows our weakness, gradually prepares it through these experiences and many others, so that it may have the courage to unite itself with so great a Lord and take Him as its Bridegroom.

Perhaps you will laugh at my saying this and consider it an exaggeration, because any of you may think so much courage is unnecessary, and that there is no woman, however humble, who would not dare marry a king. I believe that when it concerns an earthly king; but to become betrothed to the King of heaven, I assure you, requires far more courage than you imagine. Our nature is too weak and fearful for something so great, and I am convinced it would be impossible if God Himself did not give us the necessary courage and prepare us with everything He knows is good for us.

In this way you will be able to understand what His Majesty does to bring about this betrothal. I think it happens when He grants raptures, during which He withdraws the soul from the use of its senses. For perhaps, if it remained fully conscious and saw itself so close to such immense Majesty, it could not remain alive.

I mean true raptures, not certain bodily weaknesses we often confuse with raptures and ecstasies. As I think I have said, some people have such weak constitutions that even during the prayer of quiet they seem to faint.

I want to explain here some of the different ways raptures may occur, according to what I have come to understand through dealing with so many spiritual people. I do not know whether I will succeed in explaining it correctly. I have already written about this elsewhere, together with some of the things I will mention here; but for several reasons I have thought it worthwhile to repeat it, if only so that everything relating to these mansions may be gathered in one place.

One way rapture happens is this: even if the soul is not praying, a word of God that it remembers or hears may touch it deeply. Then it seems that His Majesty, from the soul's innermost depths, fans that spark we have already discussed. Moved by compassion at seeing it suffer so long from the desire to be with Him, He causes the whole soul to catch fire and be renewed like the phoenix.

One may also devoutly believe that its sins are forgiven, provided the soul has had the necessary disposition and has made use of the means taught by the Church. Now cleansed, God unites it with Himself in such a way that no one understands what happens between the two. Not even the soul itself can understand it in a way that it could later explain.

Nevertheless, it retains an inward perception of what is happening. It is not like a faint or a bodily crisis during which the person is aware of nothing, either inwardly or outwardly.

What I understand is that, in this state, the soul is more awake than ever to the things of God and receives a light and knowledge of His Majesty unlike anything before.

This may seem impossible. If the soul's faculties are so absorbed that they seem dead, and the same is true of the senses, how can the soul understand this secret? I do not know, and perhaps no creature can know; only the Creator Himself knows this and many other things that happen in these two mansions.

In fact, this mansion and the last could have been discussed together, because there is no closed door between them. However, since things happen in the last that are not yet revealed to those who have not reached it, I thought it better to explain them separately.

When the soul is in this suspension and the Lord wishes to show it certain secrets, such as heavenly things or imaginative visions—that is, visions presented through images—it can describe them afterward. They remain so deeply impressed on its memory that it never forgets them.

With intellectual visions, however, it does not know how to express them. Some must be so exalted that those of us still living on earth cannot understand them sufficiently to explain them. Nevertheless, there are many other intellectual visions that can be described once the person has returned to the normal use of the senses.

Perhaps some of you do not understand what a vision is, especially an intellectual vision. I will explain it in due course, because someone with the authority to do so has instructed me to. And although this subject may seem beside the point, perhaps it can benefit some souls.

Then you will ask me: if afterward the soul cannot clearly remember those lofty graces the Lord grants it, what benefit does it gain from them?

Oh, daughters, the benefit is so great that it cannot be expressed. Although the soul cannot explain what it received or remember every detail, it remains deeply impressed within it and is never lost.

Then you might ask: if these experiences have no image and the soul's faculties cannot comprehend them, how can it remember them afterward? I do not know how to explain that either.

What I do understand is that certain truths about God's greatness are impressed on the soul so firmly that, even if the person did not have the faith that teaches them who God is and obliges them to acknowledge Him as such, from that moment they would worship Him as God.

Something similar must have happened to Jacob when he saw the ladder on which angels ascended and descended. Through that vision he must have understood other secrets he later could not express, because the mere image of a ladder with angels would not have been enough for him to understand such great mysteries without also receiving inward light.

I do not know whether I am explaining this well, because although I have heard it, I am not sure I remember it correctly. Nor could Moses tell everything he saw in the bush, but only what God wished him to communicate. But if God had not revealed certain secrets inwardly and given him certainty that it was He, Moses would not have accepted so many great hardships. Amid the thorns of that bush, he must have understood things so profound that they gave him the courage to do everything he did for the people of Israel.

Therefore, sisters, we must not insist on finding an explanation for God's hidden things. If we believe He is almighty, we must also acknowledge that creatures as limited as ourselves cannot comprehend all His greatness. Let us praise Him greatly because He has wished to allow us to understand at least a part.

I would like to find a comparison that might help explain something of what I am saying, although I think none fits entirely. But we can use this one:

Imagine entering a room belonging to a king or great lord, one of those called treasure chambers, where countless objects of glass, pottery, and many other things are kept, arranged so that almost everything can be seen as soon as one enters.

Once I was taken to such a room in the Duchess of Alba's house. I was traveling, but through obedience I was ordered to stay there, because this lady had insisted very much that I come. On entering, I was astonished. I wondered what such an enormous number of things could be for, but also understood that the Lord could be praised in contemplating so much variety.

Now I am amused to see how that experience has helped me explain this. Although I stayed there a while, there was so much to look at that I immediately forgot everything. I retained no clear memory of any of those objects, as though I had never seen them, nor could I explain their shapes. Yet I do remember, in a general way, that I saw it all.

So it happens here as well. When the soul is so united with God that it seems to have become one with Him, it enters that dwelling of the empyrean heaven which we must have in our soul's deepest part; for if God dwells in it, clearly He must have one of His dwellings there.

While the soul is in ecstasy, the Lord does not always wish to show it these secrets, because it is so immersed in the joy of God that this great blessing is enough for it. But sometimes He allows it to emerge for a moment from that deep recollection and suddenly see what is in that mansion.

When it returns to itself, it retains an impression of the great things it contemplated, although it cannot explain any of them. Its natural ability cannot express more than what God, supernaturally, wished to show it.

It might then seem that I am admitting the soul really saw something and that it was therefore an imaginative vision. But that is not what I mean, because here I am speaking not of an imaginative vision but of an intellectual one.

Since I have no formal learning, I do not know how to express these things well. What I do understand clearly is that, if what I have said so far is well explained, I have not been the one who knew how to say it on my own.

Part 2

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I believe that if, during a rapture, the soul understands nothing of these secrets God communicates to it, then it is not a true rapture but perhaps some natural weakness. This can happen in people of weak constitution, in whom a powerful spiritual experience overcomes the body's strength and leaves them deeply absorbed, as I think I explained when discussing the prayer of quiet.

But that has nothing to do with true raptures. In a true rapture, believe that God takes the whole soul for Himself. And because He already considers it His own and His bride, He shows it at least a small part of the kingdom it has gained by belonging to Him. And however small that part may be, in so great a God anything He reveals is immense.

At that moment, God allows nothing to interfere, neither the soul's faculties nor the senses. It is as though He suddenly ordered all the doors of the other mansions closed and left open only the one in which He is, so that He might remain there alone with the soul.

Blessed be such mercy. And rightly deserving of compassion are those who will not benefit from it and end by losing this Lord.

Oh, my sisters! What we leave behind is nothing, and everything we do or could do is nothing for a God who wishes to communicate in this way with a creature as small as ourselves.

And if we can hope to enjoy such a good even in this life, what are we doing? Why do we hesitate? What could be so important that we should stop seeking this Lord even for a moment, as the Bride sought Him through the streets and squares?

How little everything in the world amounts to if it does not bring us closer and help us reach Him! Even if its pleasures, riches, and joys lasted forever and were greater than anything we could imagine, it would all be worthless beside these treasures that will be enjoyed without end.

And even those treasures are nothing compared with having as our own the Lord of all treasures, of heaven and earth.

Oh, human blindness! How long will we keep this earth before our eyes? Although among us perhaps there is not enough to blind us completely, I do see little marks and pebbles that, if we let them grow, can do us great harm.

For the love of God, sisters, let us use even our faults to recognize our own misery, and let those very faults help us see more clearly, just as mud helped give sight to the blind man our Bridegroom healed.

And seeing how imperfect we are, let us ask the Lord more insistently to draw some good from our miseries, so that we may please His Majesty in everything.

I have strayed far from the subject without realizing it. Forgive me, sisters. But believe me, when I come to speak of these great things of God, I cannot help feeling deep sorrow at the thought of everything we lose through our own fault.

It is true that the Lord grants these graces to whomever He wishes; but if we loved His Majesty as He loves us, He would give them to us all. He desires nothing except to find someone to whom He can give, because His riches do not diminish however much He distributes them.

Returning to what I was saying, the Bridegroom orders the doors of the mansions closed, and even those of the castle and everything surrounding it. When He wishes to carry the soul away in rapture, its breathing may cease. Sometimes the other senses continue functioning a little longer, but the person cannot speak at all. At other times, everything is suddenly suspended and the hands and body grow so cold that they seem lifeless, and sometimes one cannot even tell whether the person is breathing.

This very intense state lasts only a short time without interruption. When that great suspension lessens somewhat, the body seems to recover a little and regain its breath, only to become lifeless again while the soul receives still greater life. Even so, this very profound ecstasy does not usually last long.

Nevertheless, although the rapture has ended, the will may remain so absorbed and the understanding so withdrawn from everything else that they continue in this way for a day, or even several days. It seems the soul can no longer occupy itself with anything that does not move it to love God. For that it remains fully awake, while it is as though asleep to taking an interest in or becoming attached to any creature.

Oh, what bewilderment the soul feels when it returns completely to itself, and what immense desires remain to give itself to God in every way He wishes to make use of it!

If the earlier forms of prayer produce the effects we have described, what will a grace as great as this not produce? The soul would like a thousand lives to give them all to God, and wishes everything on earth had a voice to praise Him for such a grace.

It also feels immense desires to do penance. And it does not think it is doing too much, because the strength of love makes everything it offers seem little. Then it understands clearly how the martyrs could endure their torments, because with the help that comes from our Lord even the greatest sufferings become bearable. That is why these souls even complain to His Majesty when they find no occasion on which to suffer for Him.

When the Lord grants this grace in secret, the soul considers it very great. But when it happens before other people, it feels such shame and embarrassment that this in some way draws it away from the joy it had experienced, through concern about what those who saw it may be thinking.

Knowing the world's malice, it fears that people will not understand what really happened and that, instead of praising the Lord for it, they will take the opportunity to judge it. In a way, it seems to me that this shame and concern show a lack of humility; but the person cannot avoid feeling them. And if the person truly wishes to be despised, what does it matter what others say?

A person undergoing this distress understood it this way when she received these words from our Lord: “Do not be troubled, for either they will praise Me or they will speak ill of you; and in either case, you gain.”

I later learned that these words gave her great courage and comfort. I include them here in case any of you should find yourselves in a similar situation.

It seems our Lord wants everyone to understand that this soul already belongs to Him, and that no one should touch it in its deepest part. They may touch its body, its honor, or its possessions; it does not matter, because His Majesty can draw some glory from everything. But not the soul. As long as it does not itself turn away from its Bridegroom through a gravely culpable decision, He will protect it from the whole world and even from all hell.

I do not know whether I have managed to convey what a rapture is, because, as I have already said, explaining it completely is impossible. But I think it has been worth trying, so that what it truly is may be distinguished from other states that only resemble it, because their effects are very different.

And when I say false raptures, I do not mean that the person is pretending or trying to deceive others, but that the person may themselves be mistaken and believe it is a true rapture. Since the signs and effects do not correspond to so great a grace, this can lead people afterward to distrust even someone who has truly received a genuine rapture from the Lord.

May He be blessed and praised forever. Amen, amen.